Let me cry,
Let everybody spy.
The empty house compelling me to commit a sin
The burning scars appealing hindered pain under my skin
The dagger in my hand – I desired to bleed
Thus excreting the organic fluid to feed my soul with creed
The unwavering will to slash my wrist
Eradicating the memories behind the mist
His face pressed against the walls of my brain
The smell of his body intriguing my soul again
He is yet a sweet memory – I can’t blame him
How can I forget our first kiss under the moon lit dim?
I am into pieces again – pleading myself to forget and forgive
My heart aches in the quest for our moments to commemorate and relive
His virtual appearance holding me close together
Hence I am nothing better, just an old rotting feather
His reminiscences surpassed me to hand the dagger again
“Let’s do it”, recalled my hasty brain
I was on the verge to gash my wrist for the blood to flow
Flow like a thrusting ocean to manifest what’s there to show
The stamina summoned when a thought clicked
Why such an audacious choice for my family cause of a vicious convict?
I threw the knife onto the ground
Sobbed and wept unless I heard a sound
As I heard the sound, I dashed to my room
Washed my face, managed to be in bed without a BOOM!
He ruled my thoughts persistently declaring his reign over me
We vowed to love each other forever with glee
Did he forget his commitment even before the war started?
Did he intend to make me bleed with suffocation and misery faint-hearted?
To Be Continued…
This is amazingly beautiful Naima!
Thank you very much. Your appreciation makes it better always
-Naima.
It’s nice
Write a poem about how does he/she recovered from broken heart to Reconstructed heart.
I think the very next part will be dealing with it, my dear friend
-Naima.
That would be helpful to everyone…Everyone knows how to break their heart but doesn’t know how to stick or merge it back.
You’re right! You have to read a post I wrote about it.
http://globalunison.wordpress.com/2012/08/02/relationship-trauma/
Here goes the link. I think I wont let you down after you’re done reading it.
Best Wishes,
-Naima.
Really helpful article
In this article you had proved that you’re a psychologist. Keep it up 
A psychologist?? (LOL) You kidding me??? Thank you anyway (smiling)
-Naima.
No I don’t…I said what i felt
I respect you for that [Smiling]
-Naima.
Thanks
Pleasure is all mine.
-Naima.
Happiness is all yours
And so is yours!
-Naima.
Others happiness is mine
Agreed! [Smiling]
-Naima.
wow.. good one again!
but what’s more to it now? Is he gonna come back?
What’s more to it? For that you will have to check up on the very last part! *Fingers Crossed*
-Naima.
Yes I sure will
Very, very moving
Final Part yet to come – life is all about it.
Thank you for reading (smiling)
-Naima.
Wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww…………! I could see the wide variety of natural expressions from her dear. Eagerly waiting for the 4th part, buddy gal.
\m/
Rahul
You’re too kind to acknowledge my efforts with your heartfelt feelings! I am always obliged!
-Naima.
Hahahaha! This is no need of this much formal talks in between us, buddy gal.
Rahul
At times, the change in air is good [WINK]
-Naima.
LOL! That’s your wish.
Rahul
in this part i sense an element of sacrifice persay. one gives of oneself but sometimes it leaves one empty handed. these two lines really speak to me, “I was on the verge to gash my wrist for the blood to flow
Flow like a thrusting ocean to manifest what’s there to show” strong stuff naima:))
It is always the case, my dear friend. If one chooses to move on with their life leaving the other behind, the person is left bare handed and had nothing to choose for a while. They aren’t able to compete with the life and world anymore after the toil they have been through.
This line speaks to me much more – it proves to me how our blood pays no heed at times and so does our sacrifices! Thank you for your compliment (smiling)
-Naima.
Naima, Your willingness and capacity to explore the depths of physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual pain is inspiring. Your ability to express it in a way that is accessible to others is growing exponentially. Press on dear one. We are here with you. Balance, in all things to you. z
You are just so amazing to encourage me through every word you say. Thank you so very much for being with me on my journey, your feedback matters a lot.
With love,
-Naima.
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Another good one !!!
-Pragati
Thank you, lovely =)
-Naima.
Yes, a lovely one, Naima.
Thank you dear one =)
-Naima.