Over-thinking kills me! I feel like no matter what I do, I can’t stop it. Sometimes (may be mostly), it is the reason for my insomniac nights. It only brings depression and stress in my life and I hate to be the victim of this killer-habit (don’t even get me started with the hair-fall)!
Being selfless leaves me abandoned and broken. Once I know someone, I will only care to give and wouldn’t care to ask. This leads the other person to think that I am merely an aid for them and not a friend. May be, I haven’t been fortunate enough with my social-circle or may be there is something wrong with me.
I hate the fact that I am being called a ‘stone-hearted-person’ when I am not. I am a heart-breaker may be (for people out there). But my intention is just to not lead anybody on and make everything clear in the first place which makes the other person think that I am denying them and making them feel like a ‘Loser’. Being too straight-forward sucks at times and I do that all-the-time!
I don’t like to be expressive to my loved-ones if something about them is causing me pain or has been bothering me. I have this fear of hurting them back. This habit is quite irritating as sometimes it feels like I’ve had enough yet I go on to put up a charade and endure more than required/needed.
I leave everything for the eleventh hour. I think this will top the list!!
I am sure I have loads more but I can’t remember any for now so let’s call this ‘The End’ for this post, shall we?
Until we meet again, Live, Love, Inspire & (don’t forget to) Smile. Believe in yourself and you can conquer all your fears
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