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Betrayal (Part III)

Let me cry,
Let everybody spy.

The empty house compelling me to commit a sin

The burning scars appealing hindered pain under my skin

The dagger in my hand – I desired to bleed

Thus excreting the organic fluid to feed my soul with creed

The unwavering will to slash my wrist

Eradicating the memories behind the mist

His face pressed against the walls of my brain

The smell of his body intriguing my soul again

He is yet a sweet memory – I can’t blame him

How can I forget our first kiss under the moon lit dim?

I am into pieces again – pleading myself to forget and forgive

My heart aches in the quest for our moments to commemorate and relive

His virtual appearance holding me close together

Hence I am nothing better, just an old rotting feather

His reminiscences surpassed me to hand the dagger again

“Let’s do it”, recalled my hasty brain

I was on the verge to gash my wrist for the blood to flow

Flow like a thrusting ocean to manifest what’s there to show

The stamina summoned when a thought clicked

Why such an audacious choice for my family cause of a vicious convict?

I threw the knife onto the ground

Sobbed and wept unless I heard a sound

As I heard the sound, I dashed to my room

Washed my face, managed to be in bed without a BOOM!

He ruled my thoughts persistently declaring his reign over me

We vowed to love each other forever with glee

Did he forget his commitment even before the war started?

Did he intend to make me bleed with suffocation and misery faint-hearted?

To Be Continued…

Betrayal – Part I

Betrayal – Part II

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About globalunison

Writing is my passion and that is what I do here on this blog. I write about everything, whether it be Nature, Love, Hate, Relationships, Humans, Personal Life (where I discuss lessons learnt through real-life experiences), Food, Philosophy (sometimes) and much more. I write in any form whether it be Prose or Poetry. I am in search of ‘Myself’, hence there is not much I can tell you about me. Perhaps, I have a very brilliant idea. Why don’t you come along with me on my journey? I will always care to share and you can also enjoy the ride. For now, this is it. I am ‘ME’ – a wanderer in search of a fulfilling life. Until next time, Love Living Life! I express my sincere gratitude to all my Readers! -Naima

36 responses to “Betrayal (Part III)

  1. soumyav

    This is amazingly beautiful Naima!

  2. globaldruginfo ⋅

    It’s nice 🙂 Write a poem about how does he/she recovered from broken heart to Reconstructed heart.

  3. wow.. good one again!
    but what’s more to it now? Is he gonna come back? 😉

  4. Insight

    Wowwwwwwwwwwwwwww…………! I could see the wide variety of natural expressions from her dear. Eagerly waiting for the 4th part, buddy gal. 😀 \m/

    Rahul

  5. in this part i sense an element of sacrifice persay. one gives of oneself but sometimes it leaves one empty handed. these two lines really speak to me, “I was on the verge to gash my wrist for the blood to flow

    Flow like a thrusting ocean to manifest what’s there to show” strong stuff naima:))

    • It is always the case, my dear friend. If one chooses to move on with their life leaving the other behind, the person is left bare handed and had nothing to choose for a while. They aren’t able to compete with the life and world anymore after the toil they have been through.
      This line speaks to me much more – it proves to me how our blood pays no heed at times and so does our sacrifices! Thank you for your compliment (smiling)
      -Naima.

  6. Naima, Your willingness and capacity to explore the depths of physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual pain is inspiring. Your ability to express it in a way that is accessible to others is growing exponentially. Press on dear one. We are here with you. Balance, in all things to you. z

  7. Pingback: Betrayal (THE FINAL PART * PART IV) « globalunison

  8. Pragati

    Another good one !!!

    -Pragati

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