So what did I do?
And what was that I knew?
Did you think I was a virus that only grew?
Or was it that my heart had nothing for you?
For what I did and what was done,
For what I knew and what was known,
For what I saw and what was seen,
For what I heard and what was to be heard,
Things turned upside down and the pain was new,
Love became my foe and I was a stranger to you,
Helpless soul and my blurred view,
Lousy memories and the haziness in my thoughts grew,
Fueled up brain but I couldn’t feed my heart,
Love abandoned me and it no more was my mastered art,
Fulfilled with this heart break, I never yearned for a new start,
Beauty in my existence faded and it was all about your poisoned dart,
You killed me with love and the pieces scattered everywhere,
You envied the texture of my smile and the glow in my eyes pierced you,
My insides were bruised and there was nothing I could do,
Following the light, I forgot that I was struggling with the dark all through,
So what did I do?
And what was that I knew?
Did you think I was a virus that only grew?
Or was it that my heart had nothing for you?
Virus
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Did you think I was a virus that only grew?
Or was it that my heart had nothing for you?
These lines have so much depth 🙂 absolutely smashing! !
Thank you Izza. One does feel like a virus when all they get is *i don’t know* for every question and somehow end up feeling worthless.
-Naima
Yes I can get it
Wow! I can relate to this so much, and it brought back that ‘pang’ from when I felt it before…..but it does get better ❤ There is so much raw emotion here, and I love it!
Thank you Serena, your comments are always appreciated ❤
-Naima
You’re welcome, Naima! Hope you are doing well! ❤
I am fine, how are you doing?
-Naima
I’m doing good too. Just trying to find the time to sit and write 🙂
Yeah, I know it can be quite a task to spare some time for writing. By the way, isn’t you daughter blogging anymore? It has been quite a while since I heard from her.
-Naima
She’s been really busy with school so I think she will probably blog again once she has a break. She does write almost every day but – like us – finding the time to keep up with blogging is difficult for her.
It’s good to know she is doing well. Pass my regards and love to her ❤
-Naima
I will do that, and thank you! ❤
Very touching lines indeed. Its great 🙂
Thank you Sulagno.
Kind Regards,
-Naima
Naima,
U always end up touching someone’s soul by ur poems . this time its may. Umm many a time. 🙂 from the line where u wrote love became my foe .. All lines are so incredibly written .
Thank you Sup! It’s always great to hear from you.
Kind Regards,
-Naima
Same here. Love reading ur blog. Ur a very good person .
You are always so generous with your comments *trying-to-not-turn-all-red-in-embarrassment*
-Naima
Oh Naima. There are few people here who have touched my heart by their writings. I respect them for their thoughts . u r one of them . and it would only be unfair if I don’t appreciate u for this.. May u get all the happiness … Keep sharing ❤
Thank you so very much for your prayers and appreciation. It’s always greatly appreciated.
-Naima
This is WONDERFUL 🙂 So true, so raw, so hurt but so beautiful.
Thank you Darshith! :))
-Naima
So touching 🙂
:))
-Naima
I’ll agree with the prior comments, Naima. So raw, true and wonderfully expressed. ♥
Thank you Lauren ❤
-Naima
I always connect with your writings so much. Amazing. Truly. 🙂
Thank you you lovely thing. It’s always a pleasure to hear from you and I love seriously adore your blog.
Much love,
-Naima
And your words really mean a great deal to me. Thanks. 🙂 Love you too Naima. :*
AS YOU SOW, SO SHALL YOU REAP……….
I love it. So much! I would really like for you to give my blog a gander.. Hope you don’t mind! x 🙂
I will be heading to your blog now. See you there :))
-Naima