Can you slip under my skin?
Pretend to be me for a day,
To see this brutal world passing by,
Living through yet another nightmare,
Don’t you stop, you will make it out alive,
To feel the wrath in my pain,
Crawling through the ice in your veins,
Don’t you worry, my love will keep you warm,
To taste the agony in my bittersweet tears,
Dripping through your fiery eyes,
Don’t you forget, you’re wearing a disguise,
To smell the pungent vengeance in my blood,
Pumping violently through your fierce heart,
Don’t you quit, it’s just the beginning of falling apart,
To hear the noise of silence in my mind,
Embracing your demons through the night,
Don’t you fear, wait for the morning sun to shine bright,
So if you live each day like it is your last,
Aching in love and numbing the pain,
Will you dare to be me again?
Tag Archives: Blood
Never Want to Let Go
Fire burning inside my core,
The emptiness inside of me is your abode,
Your heart has caught a cold,
Your lies cannot fool me anymore,
Pretending like it’s not your fault,
Preparing yourself for a revolutionary war,
You knew I was around the corner,
You watched me tore myself apart,
You heard me sob the silent tears,
You set fire to my heart,
Now that I have seen it through,
I fail to see anything beyond you,
So love me like I do,
Kiss me like I do,
Touch me like I do,
Give me at least what is mine,
Open your arms and let me in,
Burn me under your skin,
Take me by the hand,
Write me in your blood,
I just want you to know,
I never want to let go.
I can’t wait for these bare trees to be green again — Spring Time (yay) ❤
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Trying..
Your words cut through me,
Scattered broken pieces,
No more tears,
But the taste of blood,
As I rip my bottom lip and my fears,
And here I am,
Trying to think,
Trying to guess,
Trying to recall,
All my mistakes,
All my flaws,
The reason for this,
The ruthless cause,
Is it so cold down there?
In the kingdom of your heart,
The arteries are blocked,
And the love-walls clogged,
And here I am,
Trying to love you less,
Trying to fight this stress,
Trying to not miss your caress,
But I am high on the thought of you,
I try but my pain only knows to grow,
I shall trust time like I trusted you,
To be rewarded with broken promises,
And the dreams that would never come true.
I apologize if it’s too sad for the Valentines season but I promise to come up with something lovey-dovey soon (definitely before Valentines). Until then, you guys enjoy this one!!
Good Morning Lovely People!! ❤
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Beyond Betrayal
I surrender to the voice of your heart;
Hold me tight till death do us part!
I am tired of pretending that everything is fine;
There are deep scars behind this smile of mine.
I am over-thinking and playing with insanity in my head;
I am wide awake but my body is sleeping instead.
“I want to talk it out”, you screamed;
I stayed quiet and guide you through my thoughts as it seemed.
You penetrate through the cells of my mind;
My body’s alert with its defense guarded in case you’re left behind.
As my system senses an intruder within;
It shuts down immediately before it could sin.
I hear your voice echoing in my brain;
As my body experiences shock and strain.
My immune system is ashamed and has no other choice;
My body is already losing its voice.
What about my heart; will it stop beating?
Will you be satisfied now that finally God and I will be meeting?
Now that I know my body betrayed me;
Destined to be dead, destined to be free.
For One Good Reason<
For one good reason, I turned around,
The threat gripped my heart as it sound,
The fear that I’d fell off on the ground,
The answers to my reality which were never found.
I embraced my life the way it was,
For one good reason, I wanted to break the laws,
I kept breathing until a silent pause,
Misery swept away and so did my clause.
For one good reason, I never looked away,
The threat that night would darken my life stayed,
The fear trembled me that I’d never see sun the next day,
The key to misery clutched the period of my decay.
I lifted myself for one last time,
I risked my life ahead of crime,
While preparing for that one last climb,
I realized my heart chimed.
For one good reason, I lived my life,
I laughed, chuckled and genuinely smiled,
I slashed my wrist to let the dead blood cells ooze the agony,
The fears and threats were driven away by my mind’s symphony.
Since that day, I lived my life to the extreme,
Personified my choices to challenge my self esteem,
I joined every single dot to dream my life’s theme,
Cause’ for one more time, my soul beamed.
May be >
Right turn, left turn or an absolute round about
“Where the hell are you”, I shout
Hasn’t he heard me screaming on his door?
Wide awake; I walk barefoot on the seashore
I feel his sight in the tranquility of the sea
I sense his touch in the caresses of the wind
I perceive his smell when it rains on me
And I dream of us entwined as one
May be this is a life about which my mum told me
When breathing is forced and the soul can’t be set free
I walk and walk when memories take over
The kisses I will cherish and caresses moreover
The sugar-coated words which echo like a mystery in my head
The open wounds which bled over the thousand tears I shed
I need his fingers to sew the wounds with a thread
I lust his aroma and the words unsaid
I feel his sight in the tranquility of the sea
I sense his touch in the caresses of the wind
I perceive his smell when it rains on me
And I dream of us entwined as one
May be this is a life about which my dad told me
When reality demands dreams and so do we
I glare at his silhouette on the sea
Hatred rushes in my blood along with the fire to avenge him
Gradually love for him melts my fury in a heart beat
I beg for the time to turn back and let me compete
The desire to rewrite my script on a new sheet
I crave his blood to refill my ink pen
I yearn for his one last touch all over again
I feel his sight in the tranquility of the sea
I sense his touch in the caresses of the wind
I perceive his smell when it rains on me
And I dream of us entwined as one
May be this is a life about which he told me himself
When a fairy tale can’t be dreamt or lived being yourself.
Betrayal (Part I)
Note: Since I was going through some of my old creations today, I thought of sharing this one of my heart-felt poetry which I wrote for my friend for her quick recovery after an awful accident that changed the course fo her life. This BALLAD will be divided into various parts as I am not in the will to post it without the element of curiosity. I have posted it before too on my old blog but many of my new friends haven’t been entertained so here you go with the first part – if you have read so re-enjoy and for fresh readers, *fingers crossed* (hope you like it).
Sometimes, my eye can betray me as well.
Whenever I think of you
I feel on me the dew
My hands sweat
My eyes become wet
Seeking around, finding someone
Who promised to be always by my side in the long run
I am struggling and fighting to recognize his voice
Lusting for the touch of his hands, smell of his body or my choice
My memories inundated with him only
Thus he left me forlorn and utterly lonely
He promised to build me the fountain of happiness
Money paid no heed, I loved his struggle effortless
He assured and reassured how he loved me the most
His confessions false, his existence reminiscent of a ghost
I was folly to think how he was the ONLY ONE for me
The reckless cheeriness and his ways responsible for my glee
One day he turned to me like a rock
Almost numb, my mindset shock
I wondered at his condition that day
My hand resting on his, consoling him to tell what he ought to say
He hesitated to proclaim his disappearance forever soon
He walked away leaving me under the blood dripping dark moon
To Be Continued…
I am Destroyed!
When I realized – it was too late!
Tears of blood, predicting a flood;
Worn out soul, screeching in mud.
Splendid mornings turn out to rust;
Where shedding tears is considered must.
Sparkling eyes chasing crystals in the sky;
Thou each gaze pulls me strongly, making a way to die.
Strings of emotion tuned to deviate and devastate;
Crumbled heart seeking the happiness over-delayed.
The beauty of my soul vanishes away;
Thou enchant a spell to stand out in the breaking day.
Abhorring the wounds, all over the heart;
Surrendering to the agony, caused by the poisoned dart.
Thou snatched my life, scorned the blissful smile;
Blessing with the everlasting pain, in thee own style.
World around me perishes as thee left me forlorn;
Sweet smells bitter, flowers turn into painful thorns.
Invisible thee, but apparent to me;
Seeking thou in Eden, finding the glee.
Passion
Passion – a dominating force.
The sole path escorting through Eternity
Sorrow or bliss credits the global Fraternity
Life’s a cheese cake; yet intricate to enjoy
Beating eggs, whisking flour and freaking sounds annoy
Love cradles my soul; suffering cuddles me
Is there any way out- any pending fee?
I swallow my breath collapsing in the soil
Inviting death after the long-termed toil
My soul enthralls my presence on this transitory abode
Passwords encrypted yet the accomplishments to decode
Passion to survive binds me training for the perilous flight
I crossed the stony beds, thorny deserts and mighty oceans; alas! My bare sight!
Blood implies the ending of my expedition
I lay back saddling my soul with the fire of ambition
Eccentric Voyage Of Life
The feather thus soft, though caresses me hard,
My life is short but the expedition of million yards.
My body’s burly, how about its strength?
Come; get in my shoes to sense the weariness in length.
Rather I supplicate pardon at your doors, my Lord,
My attire’s worn out, my body gashed, stabbing my sins with your sword.
My blood is yellow as that of piddle,
Flowing to signify my sins, concealed as a riddle.
Why am I not apprehending my fault?
Why am I succumbing in this fatal vault?
Halter of a stallion, clasped in my hands,
As fast as I ride, endeavoring to conquer the productive lands.
My dreams are shallow, my heart bears a dark hole,
My soul persuades me to accomplish the past of my role.
My conjectures fail, defeat embraces me in a glance,
However I desire to see the colossal tower for my lost radiance.
Abiding the affliction, my bleeding feet propels the ground back,
The road is smooth but the audacity I lack.
Peace cuddles my soul, love sows new seeds,
Almighty is here to secure me, blessing me with the wisdom of His creed.
My lips are parched, my gaze standstill,
Is this The Glory Of Life I seek everywhere- desserts, forests and hills?
The body slackens its burden, I’m in trance,
Presence of my Almighty, craving every single opportunity for His glance.
My soul enlightens accounting the Heavens,
His commands are my constitution, His contentment my goal.
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